We sent in our application in to adoption again. We still need to turn in our taxes and visit the doctor. We originally hoped to get those things finished up this week. Now I’m freaking out and thinking about perhaps going again next spring.
Right now, we’re free. The relatives have finally moved out of our house and the adoption is finished. We could move anywhere. We could do anything. Do I really want to go back to being observed, monitored and the like?
We actually had a really good first adoption. We loved our social workers. It only took a year from placement to finalization. We were matched with a newborn. I mean everything went swimmingly. Why go back in to the fray and risk all?
Uh …. there are too many important questions as an adult.